come, the tree of goods

it is always convenient to be able to find the peace of yours. "living under the rules of Buddhism wouldn't harm any of us". composure planned for the future, wishful thinking.
the best part is, when you need to gain the balance immediately. right here, right now. there's no other way out and there is no time. funny, when you curse it and beg it to come, and then you pretend it's already here.
you haven't managed to learn how to be calm.
hard luck, now go and improvise.