busy until further notice

sometimes I wonder why I ever leave home and expose myself to social situations that make anxieties eat my stomach.

I could just stay in, listen to Zemfira and read books.

learning things, new encounters, diversity of activities -- all sound nice, but looks like the costs have just exceeded the goals.

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