isn't. life. tricky

it's funny when you go around wondering how to tell the person that it's oh so nice but it just won't work out and you ask your friends how to do it in a classy charming style and you really think of excuses you'll text the next day and then the next day comes and you hear that it all should probably slow down and you find yourself thinking shit! this might have actually been [might still be?] something so that you have to use all your self-control power not to write how much you want to see the face RIGHT NOW. funny, huh.