the air's warm, the music's immense

I don't read anybody's dreams. I don't worry, don't seek anybody's favors. I live without anybody so much that the empty space doesn't even bear anybody's shape. water without any ripples. I'm happy for myself, make plans for the future of my own. nobody's got anything to do with it. nobody. the same cd three times over and there's probably going to be four, five, ten. Till I go to sleep, to nowhere. and there's nothing of a drama to it. I guess I've just known, what I risk on the other side. I guess that's it.

UPDATE

AND today was so beautiful funny amazing & full of love [which is not contrary to what I wrote above] that it made me cry in the end.