właśnie tak się dzisiaj czuję

I get blurred like watercolor
I think in sentences uncompleted
my head droops before daytime has elapsed.

I waste huge sheets of fabric which events could be potentially made of
I leave without a word
I don't wait for my change.

and all of it
half asleep.

something was probably meant to be in between
but at the very last moment the chemical reaction did not take place – the drop did not fall
the current did not flow
a coincidence un-happened

spontaneous labor
was
cancelled.